Lilac's yappings

Sharing screenshots here truly has been like opening pandoras box, but the box is my screenshot folder oop. This time I want to show off cosplays I did, but since some of them are a while ago or were just a fleeting photoshoot, I don't have too many good photos. But let's just go!  First will be Ganyu from Genshin Impact! I tried to recreate her main outfit but also her skin, so that's why there's two different outfits. I'm also sad that I didn't take more pictures of the skin outfit, but I have to admit that I wasn't too happy with the result. Just didn't have the correct dress. Next is Mima from Perfect Blue! I didn't take many photos of her, but I really liked the eerie vibe with this evil version. I do wish I could've done both her normal idol and the "corrupted" idol version.   Next is a very brief cosplay. I wasn't too happy with the outfit, but also didn't bother to take more pics oop, but it's the human form of the u...

 The backlog of pics is very long, so here's another batch! I tried to take some pics of this little platform, which I really liked  

Considering the current Infinity Nikki season is coming to end, I wanted to show of my cutesy witch outfit hehe. Really proud how this one turned out and the photos are also such a slay lmao First pic is just for funsies so the preview looks cutesy, don't mind her    Nikkis face card never declines, also love this make up combo!!    Final few pics, just because I also wanted some darker background ones later on   Here's to the new Nikki season/patch! <3  

 I tried to do the "I'm slowly forgetting your face"-trend but with my Nikki. Some of these poses I will prolly reuse on other photos, but I really like how these turned out! And ofc the fit itself! Which is definitely giving me dead wife flashback wipes lmao    

 I really like playing Infinity Nikki so I thought I can fluff up this blog with some of the screenshots I really liked lmao I'll try to post per outfit or somehow organize my pics in a way that is nice, but for now this works heh   

So I'm on my 26th year around the sun and recently moved into what I thought was my forever home, but is currently more of a "maybe if things work out"-place and I do have to wonder: Does this aimless and lost feeling ever go away? Coworkers at my previous job told me "Oh, I would love to be 25 again!" and I always get sad when they say that, bc I'm struggling so so much while at that age. I haven't settled with my bf yet and idk if we will be properly settled in by the end of 2026. I don't have a job and no savings at this moment and I try to remind myself that this is a temporary state. I will get a job, I will be able to figure this out as well, but looking at the state of the world and in general how things are going I feel super lost. People that I only know through my childhood friend are buying houses, having kids and getting married and while I live in a house, that needs serious renovations, with chickens and a garden rn, I do have to wonder...