Feeling lost at 26
So I'm on my 26th year around the sun and recently moved into what I thought was my forever home, but is currently more of a "maybe if things work out"-place and I do have to wonder: Does this aimless and lost feeling ever go away?
Coworkers at my previous job told me "Oh, I would love to be 25 again!" and I always get sad when they say that, bc I'm struggling so so much while at that age. I haven't settled with my bf yet and idk if we will be properly settled in by the end of 2026. I don't have a job and no savings at this moment and I try to remind myself that this is a temporary state. I will get a job, I will be able to figure this out as well, but looking at the state of the world and in general how things are going I feel super lost.
People that I only know through my childhood friend are buying houses, having kids and getting married and while I live in a house, that needs serious renovations, with chickens and a garden rn, I do have to wonder if things will ever calm down. Am I just slow? Idk, probably not, but I can't wait until this feeling of uncertainty is finally gone.
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